sad/sadoh well. Tomorrow (aka when I wake up) begins a new day. I cannot continue living life as I have. Things will not work out too well for me. No more just laying around waiting for things to fall into place. t is how I have always been. In school, on the wrestling mat, looking for a job, everywhere. I have found a little drive in me though. Most of it comes from me not wanting to fail my A&P class because my dad would flip shit as he is the one paying for it and I have a 3.58 gpa right now. No lies, if you take that class, begin studying from day one. It will help. I got raped on the first two practicles and every quiz has been a failure. Test on Monday which I began studying for two days ago now and another practicle next Monday. I dug myself a nice hole there. I need to get 194 out of 200 points on the next two practicles. Not going to be fun but I am pretty good with most of what has been covered in lab. Other than that one class, school is going pretty well. I probably have two Bs, Music Fundamentals (harder than it sounds if you don't know anything about music and I don't) and Children's Literature. Children's literature should be an A at the end of the semester. Then there is Chemistry. Honestly the worst teacher I have ever had. I refuse to call her a professor as she always speaks of her high school teaching days and how nothing has changed. Her grading is absurd. Lets say there are four problems. In problem four there are two parts. You get them both wrong. You scored a 50%. What bullshit is that?! I could understand a 75% (3/4) or even a 60% (3/5). She is out of her mind. The one thing keeping me at a C in there is Lab which I have an A in and her extra credit which is still graded the same way. I take what I can get though. I think I may just get rid of my power cable to this computer so I won't be distracted as much. So far this has been the main reason, along with my friends, for why I am not doing as well as I should in school. I await word from The College of New Jersey (TCNJ) on my addmissions process because they messed something up which I cleared up and then they messed it up again. I should get in but if they fuck this up I am going to pass on that and head over to SHU to grab a degree in theology and just screw getting my elementry education degree, special education degree, history degree, and secondary education degree. I plann to get a degree in theology no matter what. I might end up back at my high school which would be kind of cool. One of my teachers back in Sr year actually graduated only five years before I did so it could be the same for me. I will keep my options open. So what have you all been up to? It has been a long ass time. -Ken ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I still post in the blog but not as much as I once did. There is just too much shit going on in my life right now. |
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