Stupid BrainI, as I assume like many, have the random dream about dying while asleep. However morbid or silly these deaths are, they at least take place with some sort of action. Many a time have I walked/driven off of random cliffs, been destroyed while piloting or being a giant robot, gunned down in firefights, swarmed with zombies or other monsters of horror, and even on occasion murdered at former places of employment by being smashed in a trash compactor.Last night's was a bit different. In third person, I watched as I woke from sleep, my pillow and sheets completely soaked in blood. I felt my face, the blood streaming from my nose. I was relieved that it was something so simple. I got up to get to the bathroom, and was instantly lightheaded from the huge amount of blood loss. I stumbled down the now huge, spinning hallway to the bathroom, despite my bathroom being right next to my room in reality. Finally making it, I pass out on the hard floor and essentially watch myself bleed to death. Hours quickly lapse by and no one finds me until morning. Hearing my mom scream finally wakes me up. I check my face and my sheets.... nothing. My damn brain tricked me into it thinking it was real. I could have sworn I felt the heat of the blood as it ran down my face, that all too familiar taste in my mouth. Creeped me out a bit. Yeah.... so, random and kinda depressing journal, I know. I just woke up and thought to myself "What the...?!?!" and figured I write about it. Never thought I'd go down like Attila the Hun. Well, off to work with me now. -Hale |
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